My dreams... & nightmares

to fly... really fly!  

as a kid I would lay in the grass & imagine flying through the sky

to land on a cloud & relax away from "it" all.

my first flight I gazed out the window & dreamt of jumping out & playing in the clouds 

(I was 18)

mermaid life...

I would pretend I was a mermaid in the bathtub... holding my breath for as long as possible

I'd go out & swim at night alone sometimes & pretend I was a mermaid

driving off the bridge between Rock Falls & Sterling

my entire family would be in the water drowning

monsters & bad guys

chasing me & I couldn't run

fighting back & unable to hit hard

Both of these were recurring nightmares... I can close my eyes & still see them.

I still dream of flying...

I am going to go skydiving in 2009!

The last nightmare I had was a few years back.  I dreamt Ryan had cheated on me with a nurse... I actually woke up mad & stayed mad at him all day!

good night    

Sweet Dreams...