Day 183

Marriage Counseling day.... things didn't go super well. Ryan got really upset and then I was asked to sit out in the waiting room for a bit. Sometimes I have no idea what we are trying to save. Then the thought of Porter and Victoria voicing their fears of us getting a divorce play in my mind and the promise I made them that we would never get a divorce. Victoria even made me pinkie promise. So, what am I trying to save or salvage... keeping our family intact, the way it was meant to be.